So I'm really trying to do better with the whole weight loss thing. I've lost two pounds since Monday so I guess I'm doing well. Woo!!! Now I just need to start working out.
We had a nice trip to St. Louis on Sunday... Even though I'm not a Cards fan I HIGHLY recommend the Champion's Club there at Busch Stadium. I am forever spoiled. No more regular seats for me. High class all the way! :)
Indy went well. And we got to visit friends. Always fun.
My little sister is coming over today... I've been looking forward to it! Funny how things change when you get older. When we were growing up we practically hated each other. Then I went away to college and things changed, which was good. I've always felt like a mom to my siblings instead of a big sister. And we're not close at all. I need to make a better effort at changing that.
Thursday, July 10, 2008
Saturday, July 5, 2008
still fat.
We were at Mike & Tracy's last night celebrating the 4th.
Needless to say, I ate too much of food that was WAY too bad for me.
And now I feel like complete and udder CRAPOLAH.
I still don't get why I can't just get back into the swing of things and it's really starting to make me feel like a loser. *tear*
Moving on to happier things. Tomorrow is Tom's and my first trip away since the baby arrived. Well I suppose it's more bittersweet than just happy. We'll miss her like crazy but it will be nice to get away and have a date. We haven't done that in a while.
Needless to say, I ate too much of food that was WAY too bad for me.
And now I feel like complete and udder CRAPOLAH.
I still don't get why I can't just get back into the swing of things and it's really starting to make me feel like a loser. *tear*
Moving on to happier things. Tomorrow is Tom's and my first trip away since the baby arrived. Well I suppose it's more bittersweet than just happy. We'll miss her like crazy but it will be nice to get away and have a date. We haven't done that in a while.
Thursday, July 3, 2008
I'm fat.
And I don't mean the p-h-a-t kind. I mean the real f-a-t kind.
I don't know what is wrong with me. I need to lose about 50 pounds or so to get back to where I was at my lowest weight... And for some reason I have NO motivation. You would think that staying healthy for my baby or wanting a career in law enforcement would be enough. But no. It's not. I continue to eat bad food and too much of it. I don't exercise.
What happened?? I used to workout every morning. I'd lose 2-3 pounds a week. Now, after gaining 20 baby weight pounds (I've lost 40lbs water) I KNOW what I need to do. But I don't do it.
When I look in the mirror, I see a somewhat skinny face. But then I see a picture of me and I want to puke. I am a few pounds heavier than I was at my previous highest weight and it makes me sick. Why can't I just get with the program already????
I don't know what is wrong with me. I need to lose about 50 pounds or so to get back to where I was at my lowest weight... And for some reason I have NO motivation. You would think that staying healthy for my baby or wanting a career in law enforcement would be enough. But no. It's not. I continue to eat bad food and too much of it. I don't exercise.
What happened?? I used to workout every morning. I'd lose 2-3 pounds a week. Now, after gaining 20 baby weight pounds (I've lost 40lbs water) I KNOW what I need to do. But I don't do it.
When I look in the mirror, I see a somewhat skinny face. But then I see a picture of me and I want to puke. I am a few pounds heavier than I was at my previous highest weight and it makes me sick. Why can't I just get with the program already????
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